One of those days....again

Not really sure how today is going to unravel, and not really looking forward to it. I have a court date with my ex-husband regarding child support...he wants to deem our eldest daugther "not a product of the marriage"...so that he doesnt have to pay support for her anymore. She is 18 and has been away for 5 months on a volunteer contract with Girl Guides of Canada and is returning in 30 days, at which time she will either register for college or university, but he feels since she took time off, she must have made money to survive on and can fend for herself! At any rate, he is a Saergant and knows the lingo of the courts, and always seems to be able to brown nose his own way in court...so I'm sure today's outcome will not be in my favour.

Secondly, meeting today with the superintendant of the board to discuss my failed interview from last week. I lost out last week on a job that was my dream job...and some how the wind has been taken out of my sails in any hopes of obtaining full time employment in this field...so now, where does that leave me, I'm undereducated for many jobs, and over educated for others, or not educated at all in what is required...if someone had told me 22 years ago that not going to uni then was a mistake, would i have listend and gone...look at me now, I gave up uni, cause back then I couldn't afford it, the next best thing was to get married...did that, and look how that turned out..so funny that both of these things meet on the same day to remind of just how completely I have failed at life!